Why did I ever stop writing I have no idea? I made a mistake to stop and check, how many views and comments I was getting. This started of because I liked it not because I wanted any kind of reassurance. There are thoughts which flowed into sentences only when I sat in a recluse space and just be myself. That is the reason, I have not been writing here or the long pending email reply to my friend. The only friend who made it to my wedding and sat through it. The only one who when arrived at the wedding venue, was immediately recognized by my Mami. She was known to my family. Although we only spend like 1.5 years together and just decided to stay in touch. Isn't it amazing how relationship evolve over time? The unexpected one stick with you. Others the blurred with time. Important is to not waste time in 'What if' but to invest in 'how to'. Starting with this short post, trying to med my way back to that recluse space of mine where thought/s flows through my fing...